MiSs LoneLy

_miNd youR oWn Business_

2008-08-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

"Having friends is fun but keeping them is more fuN. ..."I really treasured my friendz as I treasured myself. . ....I admit it that I had an attitude "happy go lucky persoN" but not all the time.. . ..I'm so thankful because some people criticize my capabilities as a person.. .as a friend. ..and as a studeNt.. ....for those people who criticize my capabilities!!!!. .. thank you so much!!!!. .I really appreciate iT. .. . ..

"Don't be judgementaL!!!!!"You don't know who I am. ...and what are my capabilities as a person especiallY as a studeNt. .. ..

I know what I'm doing. ...I know my limitationS.. .. ..if I'm a happy go lucky girl.. .maybe I got pregnant this time or I have a miserable life.. ....

"Think before you acT". .. ...as I said while ago.. .thank you for your comment.. .

"I already found my friends that could accept who I am"

_I will NeVer LeT You go_

2008-08-06T19:46:00.000-07:00

I reallY. ..reallY love my daddY. ...he is the person I can spend my whole life. ... .

He is my special someone since I was in highschool. .. ..I know that theres a lot of discrimination about him because of his status in life.. . ..but still I loved him. .. ..

hoping????yes!. ...right now. .. .all iwant to do is back to his side to his arms and to his heart. ....

determined????yes!. ....right now I still hoping that we were be together again. .. .I must fixed myself . ... my emotion .. .. .and my feelings. . ...

I love you daddY. ...I will never let you go. .

Please take me back to your mind. .to your soul and to your heart. .....

_baKtas TeaM rocK muh worLd_

2008-08-02T02:15:00.000-07:00

.fiRsT I would like to say THANK YOU for eVerythiNg. ...for being a meMber of Baktas team ...This girlz teached me how to be strong especially when I'm in darkness struggling my obstacles in life. ...They Teached me how to move-on and how to forget Him. ..Tnx guyz for being part of my new life without Him. ...Tnx for your smile that makes me strong. ..and for your love that makes me a real person. ...Char BaYoOoOTTT!!!!nosebleed jud moh noh???hahahhaahhah. ... ...
Having friends like them are so wonderful and beautiful. ..We make our days with a smile in our face. ...I treasured them most,. .. especially our bonding moments. .God unite us to be a celebrity in the campus,...in the outside world. ...char!!!char!!!. ..

We just a simple girlz that have unique identity. .. .All I can say is

"BAKTAS TEAM ROCK MY WORLD"

_move on girl_

2008-07-31T00:06:00.000-07:00

Wishing you felt the same way
Having to carry on each day
Trying to except your change of heart
I never knew you'd tear mine apart
I could satisfy your needs
And help you reach your goals and dreams
But just because I want us together
Doesn’t mean ill wait forever
I want you boy so very bad
You'll be the love I never had
I believe that we are meant to be
But obviously you cannot see
So I must maintain my pain and simply move on
And face the fact that your feelings are gone

_gOoOoDbye daddy_
_itz time to move-on_
_itz time to love myself_

. ... .I will face the reality without you in my side,the mommy you know before still the mommy you know in the future. ...bye!!!bye!!! daddy!!!!!. ...I already moved-on. . .thanks for everything ..for your love ...care. ...respect and trust. ....its time to move-on and its time to say. ..
-gOoOooooooodddddbbbyeeeee-

_gOoOodbYe_

2008-07-30T23:52:00.000-07:00

September 07,2006

When two people are intimate with each other, this is the highest level that a relationship can reach. Whether or not the breakup is desirable, one thing is for sure, it will make a monumental difference in the lives of the people involved.Breakup is likely to contain intense pain, anger, and sadness.
How can there be pain in a place where there is so much joy? A loving relationship is the most awesome experience in the world. This is why it also holds the potential for so much sadness. There are so many things that can go wrong. We must remember, "Better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all. .. ..

_I thought we will last forever but I was wrong. ..he leftme in the darkness facing my weaknesses.... .I guesS it's Really Over. .... I'm finalLy getTing betteR. .. .. NoW I'm picKing up the pieceS froM spending all Of theSe yeaRs PuttiNg my hearT back tOgether . ...The day I thOught I'd never get thrOugh. ...._

_ a poem from a friend_

2008-07-29T05:52:00.000-07:00

nasaan ka na??
di na kita makita..di na kita maalala..
nasaan ka na??bat ayaw mo na??
ano ba aming nagawa??nasaan ka na??
akala ko tayo ang bida??
akala ko lagi tayong magkasama??
bakit bigla kang nawala??
nasaan ka na??
mahal ka namin alam mo ba??
sana ay iyong makita...
nasaan ka na??
bakit sa iba ka na??
mas lamang ba sila??
nasaan ka na??
pilit kong inaalala..kung kailan tayo huling magkasama..
nasaan ka na??
di ba tayo naman ay masaya??
bigla biglang nag-iba??
kami bay di mo na kilala??nasaan ka na??
sana bumalik ka na..para makompleto na..kahit alam nating kulang pa..
di naman sila nawala ah..
pero bakit ikaw ay kumawala na??
yakap mo lang pinapatawad na kita..sana kami ay samahan mo na..tagal na kaming nangungulila..sa tawa at dala mong saya..iba na talaga..pag kulang ang katagang..----KHAMPPACK'_-----Sana punan mo na..para mabuo ulit ang barkada....

_I'm still the strawberry you know before_

_My sword_

2008-07-29T00:23:00.001-07:00

Well,. ...First of all I would like to thank my father for all the support and love that he gave to me. ....Eventhough were not so close still he was my father and thats a reality. ....I really admired him especially being brave and courageous. . ...He teached me how to face my fears and weaknesses in life....He was there when I'm in darkness facing my obstacles in life.. ....At first I really..really hate him.. .I admit it. ..when time pass by I realized It was my fault because of my pride .. ...

Right now. ...I learned how to admit my mistake and be patience especially to my family. ..friends. ..

-Happy Birthday Papa Roy-

-i love you sOoOo much-

ThanK you daddY!!!!

2008-07-29T00:15:00.000-07:00

You are always there to listen, You never leave me standing alone,Slowly I fell in love with you,I can't explain the reason whyMaybe it was your enigmatic soul,That gave me wings to flyMaybe it was your loving smile,Your warm and gentle embraceMaybe it was your soothing eyes,That lit up the darkest placeMaybe it was because you saved me,Reminded me of how love feelsI don't know for sure the reason.I love you so,There may be times that we fight, but for same reason I cant stay mad at you for along time.I feel so luckyto have someone like you in my lifewhat have I done goodto deserve someone as amazing as youI am thankful to be in your presenceand I always wish to be with youfor nothing could make me happier to grow old with you. I thank God every day for putting you in my way.Baby thank you for giving this 2 wonderful year and more.
You are always there to listen, You never leave me standing alone,Slowly I fell in love with you,I can't explain the reason whyMaybe it was your enigmatic soul,That gave me wings to flyMaybe it was your loving smile,Your warm and gentle embraceMaybe it was your soothing eyes,That lit up the darkest placeMaybe it was because you saved me,Reminded me of how love feelsI don't know for sure the reason.I love you so,There may be times that we fight, but for same reason I cant stay mad at you for along time.I feel so luckyto have someone like you in my lifewhat have I done goodto deserve someone as amazing as youI am thankful to be in your presenceand I always wish to be with youfor nothing could make me happier to grow old with you. I thank God every day for putting you in my way.Baby thank you for giving this 2 wonderful year and more.